My sister leaves in a week and i don't know what I'm going to do without her. My parents can be so harsh sometimes, and now no one will be there to back me up. It will be very lonely, Iguess I will see how it feels to be a only child.

I really hope this year will be a amazing and safe year. I have had too many people close to me pass away and it's not been that great to deal with. Along with friends that have decided to just turn there back on me. It's so weird to think you thought you knew someone when in the end you realize that you never really did.

Camp this year really made me think of how I living my life and how i just needed to leave it in Gods hands because thats where its supposed to be anyways. I have no idea what he has in store for me but I'm looking forward to finding out. God has a plan for everyone and you can detour for awhile but in the end you will be right where he always wanted you to be. Everything happens for a reason.

I've met some people this year that I will keep with me for the rest of my life and i thank god everyday for that. Along with that i have a few lifelong friends that i know will stick with me through everything. I'm finally realizing i don't need to put up with the crappy friends, when i have too many good friends already.

I really miss jorge, but I'm glad he is living his dream and achieving his goals, along with doing something with his life. i love him more than he knows and look up to him alot. honestly i was really worried he wouldnt even write me while he was gone but im so happy he did. 38 days :)

I also really miss my old bestfriends [from last year and a couple years before that]. I honestly don't even know why i have to call them "old." I honestly wish they still were. So many things have happened this past year, its really just a blur. Some have just gotten into things i cant be apart of and i wish more than anything that i could help them get there life on track but the other side has to be willing also.

School is about to start! I'm actually excited this year. I don't know how things are going to turn out. & i certainly don't know what to expect. But i hope i can clear up things and get things back on track with some people and more than anyone.. God.




-kayleee

ps. sorry i havent updated in awhile.

sorry i havent updated since sunday this week has been kinda busy :) [oh i love summer]

monday: i woke up and went for a jog down ponkan a lil ways and back. it was refreshing.. and i love it.. it really clears my headdd. then i showered and got ready to go to eat with britt sargent and sarah ryan up to tijuana flatts.. it like poured on the way there and like the whole night after that. i hate rain when its like so consistant! it sucksss. but yeah we had a nice chat for a few hours.. then i went by ambers before i went home cuz my mom was tripping and wasnt gonna let me go back out once i got home.. so gayyy. OH AND I MAILED JORGES LETTER! exciting lol :)

tuesday: i woke up and went over to bekahs house with amber jazz and andrew.. then we went to beefs and back to bekahs.. i left around 3 so i could go home and get ready for RED, HOT AND BOOOM! then i went to heathers. then me heather and emily went and picked up caleb and went down to cranes roost! we walked around for a lil bit.. it wasnt as exciting as i thought it would be lol. [crowded, hot, boring, etc. lol] i really just went for the fireworks.. haha. oh and i saw alot of people i hadnt in awhile which was also a plus! then we waited for about an hour in the parking lot trying to get out lol.. fun. then me and emily slept over heathers.. im pretty glad me and emily are cool now.. i like being cool with everyone..especially if your not liking each other for like nooo reason.

4th of JULY [wednesday]: when i woke up i got a text from my mom saying i needed to come home.. so i went home and we got ready to go out for a family day lol! oh goody :) haha. so we went to olive garden for lunch then to see the movie license to wed, which was hilarious.. you should probably go see it. then we went back to my house and i got ready thinking i was gonna go to calebs with everyone.. but noo i couldnt freaking go out cuz its a "family day" ughh. haha so i helped make dinner, ate it, took some to my nana and aunt then went to my other aunts for fireworks.. then my sister finally talks my dad into letting us go out.. so i went to ambers and followed her and bekah and some others over to calebs where i stayed with everyone till about 11:15 and went and spent the night at my aunts house.

today: so i slept in untill about 11 lol thats pretty good instead of waking up at 7 and going over there then lol. so i just chilled with my cousin and ate and cooked lol and watched some hannah montana [my favorite show hahah] then i left at about 7, yeah she got home late lol gay but whateverrr. then i went home and showered and derrick came over to hang with my sis or whatever and i watched some movie with my momma since she wouldnt let me go out or spend the night at tiffanis with brie! [gay gay gayyyy]  then derrick, my sister and i went up to cold stone.. then i dropped him off and came home and this is what im doing now haha. so coool.

so tomorrow i have to go get a new tire finally then its off the tampa for the weekend with mi familia.. fun! so i wont be writing till sunday i suppose. have a lovely friday and weekend! love you alll.


UNTIL NEXT TIME :)

love, kaylee<3

ps. i really hope he writes..